Friday, June 15, 2007

My 12yrs of SistaShip... I wil Miss them So badly, I know...

A Post from Me...

My Dearies...

This is Nesnes here... 6th sis of Gu Ling Jing Guai Family!~~

The One who is always noisy, Creating funni things & Pitch 9 Screamings~

The weird One who likes the Bloody stuff, esp My Hum HuM!

The One who always get drunk when go clubbing...(but now better alot le!)

The one who pull down ppl's clothes when drunk----ling & Rongz's tops! Oops!

The Crazy ger who wil wan to hug her sisters when Soooo LOng din see lo!

Gers...

I do apologise for not informing u all about my study trip abroad earlier,,,

cos I also Jus decided about the trip two weeks back...

ANyway, Guess you all also know how three min hot degree I am de...

*Grins*

Sometimes realli indecisive about stuffs...

And actualli have the intention to go study when I went to the Career fair early tis year...

But then dropped the idea again...

Then now thot more about it two weeks back..

And thinking for the future & stuffs...

I decide to take the first Step...

And regards to why I din inform you all....

I was pondering on how to let you all know...

Cos I dun know how to break the news to u all..

After I submitted the application tHen til now...

Then do I realise My heart is hurting so bad...

Thinking of leaving here... thinking of leaving u all...

My tears wil never stop, I guess...

And to count the days to come...

I realli wish time wil pass slower...

I want to spend more time with u all now...

To b able to see my dearests as much as I can...

In actual fact,,,,

I feel I'm not prepared to go at all...

My heart, mentally & all are not ready~~

All of this comes so sudden to me....

And Its all becos of my poor planning of my life....

Sighs...

Time factor is not at my side at all...

Its realli so hard for me....

Its my first time leaving my family to live life on my own...

I dun know how I wil adapt to it...

But I guess I have to be independent...

I hope I can be strong & overcome my timidness...

Like wat Rongz had said, die le... I so timid how to sleep alone in the room...

I have to learn somehow...

Becos I have chosen to take tis path....

I will overcome tis barrier...

And I know I'll get lots of support from u all too, Rights?

12yrs plus of frenship is not easy to come by...

And I realli treasure tis frienship alot...

Cos true frens are hard to find...

Frens who wil always be there for you, in terms of happiness or sadness,,,,

Frens who wil standby u...

Frens who u can trust n confide in...

All these are rare ppl u can find in tis whole entire earth...

You dun need to have 100 frens,,,,

Becos when U know you can count on tis 6 frens u have...

THe others dun seem important to u anymore...

Becos onli in tis few rare ones...

You can see the trueness & care they shower on you.

THen onli wil you realise when the whole world falls apart...

ONli these frens wil b there with u...

To go through & give their upmost support to you.

Cheerios to our Sistership!~!

THe one & onli sistas who I have grown up with...

Shared my joys & sadness...
So So many things we all have gone through together... :)