Thursday, October 19, 2006
Hello, Anyone out there,
I guess nobody since to be reading this blog or maintaining it. HAHA. But anyway, just wants to write something here today. As you all know my birthday is round the corner which means, I'm turning 24, still consider young right but i think i'm getting older, don't know is it that have been working for 4 yrs plus and studying for almost 2 yrs. I guess sooner or later i will die of fatigue. Or maybe the i am dying due to loneliness.
I don't know whether i am a happy person a not, recently lots of things happen to me, at work nothing seems to moving on smoothly, everything i do will spoilt. then become my problem. i very sian. then is my boss boss, come back give us so much trouble. then boss also suan me, then one colleague veri lazy throw everything give me do. then the other one, keep on not concentrating at work, then go talk to ppl. i very tired le, don't know ist it time for me to change job. Then at school, though now looks alright, but exam is coming and i think this term veri slack, don't know how to survie. Then at home, which have always been giving so much fun and laughters, but i think everyone of us are having their owns life and are spending lesser this days, sob. Then once again, i have lost in the battle of love, i guess i'm just not fated or doesn't deserves to be loved. But y it like everything seems so near to me and then it gives me one tight slap to wake me up from my dreams. HAHA. i can only laugh out loudly three times.
Sometimes, just feel like leaving this country go to other places, somewhere nobody knows me. Or just hide at home and not seeing anyone. Sian Sian Sian.
I know my dear friends out there are feeling the same way i felt, one way or the other. But guess sometimes just need someone to save me............ Anyway just want to wish myself Happy Birthday. My wish is very simple yet difficult to get, I want to strike TOTO. (never buy how to strike) Xiao.
Posted by 8 sisterz at 9:37 PM