Tuesday, October 18, 2005
hi, suddenly got a feeling to do a entry, i make it a short one cause abit sleepy liao. my birthday is coming soon, you know is my 23rd bdae. a bit sad cause so old liao till single, is not that i don't like the feeling of freedom or my life is not happy. now i have a job, can study, got money to buy things that i like, can watch tv, listen to music, got a bunch of good friends (although seldom meet), then of course my family, sisters, cousins and uncles & auntie.... i feel so happy with them around, seeing that they are well & happy, i will feel the same too. but sometimes in life there are moments where you hope that you can share with the special one. rite. that day my colleagues ask me why i always like sad songs, then she ask me is it i have sad story, but i said no. cause i never been in love before how can have sad story. but she said sad story can be a one-side thing not neccessary two-way. then i think after i graduated from poly now after 3 years, i never even have that kind of feeling liao, is it that deep in my heart, i have already given up. can anyone tell me, if there is anything wrong with me. if i were to spend the rest of my life alone, wat should i do, can i have a dream to reach for, you know you need to be motivated in life, if not where does the power come from. next year is 24, dog year again, am i going to be a lonely person again.
maybe i am now used to being a lonely person.
Ling.
Posted by 8 sisterz at 10:57 PM